I woke up to the true world

Misfits

I know I keep moaning but I really want to go back darkkk..

Or ash

Ugh I don't knoww, I'd love to shave my head. do an Agy. But I do have quite a round head

AIR

Hii blog,
I keep contemplating whether I want people to see this or not. At the moment not, it's mine. All mine.

Gonna die and have no fear

Me and my bitchees be crazy

Yeah hii

 Someone told me I wore a hat nicely, cheers.

In bigger news though, Aimee got her braces off after 5 years. HURAAYY HURRAH

CHRISTMAS.

IIIIIITTTT''SSSS HEEERRREE.
I've waited all year. December has finally arrived. I was so exited to open my advent calender today, but I woke to find my little brother had already devoured it in one go. Cheers for that Eoghan.

Annnyway. This means...

Santy Claus will arrive soon.

I went out with my pups into the snow today, they love it so much. It's adorbs. They put their noses in it and their beards are covered in snow, they look like santy. The sheep don't love it and my pond froze.

I once watched a documentary about all the snow foxes and rabbits and though how do they do it?

It's so cold all the time, they have no food and sometimes have to survive off bark from trees or even twigs.

This is not the end.

I once thought this man was the scariest thing on this planet. Oh Freddie. My cousin made me watch two or three of the movies in one night, I was about 9. It scared me so badly I couldn't sleep for nights. I wish I could be scared like that now, I love horror films too much to fear them though. I've seen them all, my dad has a lot of the classics. Some are terrible, they make me cringe instead of making me squirm.

Now I fear this.

Ageing.

Is it just me or is it the scariest thing there is..  I fear the loneliness, seeing everyone you know pass. Waiting to not wake? It terrifies me, it scares me more than dear Freddie or the Boogy-man. They are all fake, this is real. I was thinking about it while trying to sleep last night. Not that I got any, oh the life of an insomniac.. But according to facebook, everyone is an insomniac.